I made it

Im posting early today due to me taking a day off. My resting time has come.

i sustained from over docing and made it through depression moments today and yesterday.

I rummaged  through the cabinets to find pills but my fearful instincts stop me.

I wanted to go to sleep for a while but not have the consequences of going back to a psychiatric

hospital. Thank God for fear.I am now sitting in a starbucks in my town and will purchase equipment

to start recording my  music. My dreams have come true.

july17

Today was a busy day,
 sorry for not posting yesterday
Today i got yelled at for resting my head yesterday at the musuem. I have been so tired lately and its hard to keep my head up.
i talked to a sort of friend today as well that went to my church but i had never talked to her before in my life. it was an interesting talk about college and school which was not at all helpful to me.
Today was a consistent doldrum and  was full of sighs and no reliefs.

Im here at midnight. tempted by that which lies only a foot away in a lock box. pills and over dose tempt me as death persuades me. i have made an inevetibale finish to me.

July 15

Sorry for not posting right at 5:30. Any ways this morning me and my dad whent to Starbucks. I ordered a peppermint mocha and coffee cake. Then off to work at the mussel for six hours till four. I consisted of saudderring and electronic contraptions.after getting Picked uP I got dinner at mcdonalds and went to church. There I took out my guitar and played for the church. As the day comes to an end and I rest I dO not look forward to the long 8 hour week ahead. I'm tired hot and my back hurts. Where will I get the energy? Send me a comment below. Good night.

"The life of Riley" July 15, 2012

I woke up today on july 15, 2012 at 4 A.M.
This is my first blog so i am new to it all and my writing skills are amateur but i love to write.
I have no idea as to who is following this but whoever is i am a 15 year old boy somewhere in the U.S. who has no clue who he is or where he is going. He is a sophomore in highschool who loves music, and literature and is tired and working every day of the week at a musuem in his town. he has only one good friend and doesnt have the time to hang out with him. Of a good friend he is not.

Since i have described briefly who i am i have came to the conclusion that i will update my blog every day at 5:30 PM. Untill then you can reach me at Riley Wills on facebook.com, rwills01@gmail.com. Untill 5:30 have a great day.